How much do guys suck, huh? Fabe called earlier and left a message thanking me for doing his taxes and apologizing for making me feel 'awkward' the other night. Why does this niceness always come out afterward? Yep, it's because guys suck! Anyway, I called and left him a message to say that he didn't make me feel awkward, I just can't do that stuff without the emotional side of it. And told him to keep in touch and I hope we can be friends. Do I want him to keep in touch? Ideally, yes, but not if I have to spend all of my time trying to keep my hands off him. Who knows? I just know that I'm not going to spend my time worrying about it. I have more important things to do right now.