Loneliness

You know, as much as I get lonely sometimes - and seriously horny - I don't think that I am anywhere near ready to start dating again. Of course, I am a girl and I am PMS-ing but I don't know if I have any desire right now to go through the bad stuff about boys. The waiting, the wondering, the disappointment. Do they all disappoint? Please tell me that I have just been picking the wrong ones my whole life and that someday, someone will break through and not make every day a little more painful than the one before it. However, if you did tell me that, I'm not sure if - at this very moment - I would be able to believe it.