I think I might have hit the nail on the head with that too gushy talk. I think that might be it. I just over did it and kept telling someone how wonderful they are without ever giving them a chance to be wonderful. And the only people that attracted was low self-esteemers like Karl and Fabe. So I'm practising not.

Another thing that clicked with week is I finally thought - what the hell am I waiting for? I have spent most of my life waiting for my life to start. Guess what? Pretty much half over already.

I'm tired and want to write more than I'm capable of. I guess I'll have to get back to ya!